Broken

Its been ages...absolutely ages.

2006-02-19T08:51:40Z

I just got in from my garage and shiiiiit...it is a cold, cold world out there, let me tell you. My feet and hands are so cold.

-Jaime never called me back.
-I was at home most of the day
But on a good note, I got my room done.

my grades are looking alright. I called the place to see if the car I found a few months back was still there but they werent there so i left a very professional message.

Upon reading a few old entries....why/when did I ever say Flip Yeah/Flippin Yeah/Flip Yes/Flippin Yes? WHY!?

I do NOT feel like working tomorrow. I also feel like im on the verge of throwing up. yay! like whoa.

Anyway, sorry about the leave i got distracted by myspace, but who didnt? am I right?

Whitney.

foolish_notion @ 2005-09-20T17:16:00

2005-09-21T00:31:35Z

8 Firsts...

First Best Friend: Kevin Rhodes...believe it or not.

First Kiss: Francisco

First Screen Name: surferbabe...something like that

First Pet: Pooter&Max

First Piercing: ears

First Crush: Zane

First Music: 80's

First Car: ....yeah...

7 Lasts...

Last Cigarette: NEVER

Last alcoholic beverage: the margarita and corona my aunt slipped me

Last Car Ride: Today after school.

Last Kiss: matt gerardi

Last Movie Seen: ...40 year old virgin! bam!

Last Phone Call: I called jaime

Last CD Played: ...just my ipod

6 Have You Evers....

Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: no

Have You Ever Broken the Law: no

Have You Ever Been Arrested: no

Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: no

Have You Ever Been on TV: no

5 Things....

5 Things You're Wearing: Shirt, Bra, Panties, Shorts...and uhm my glasses?

5 Things You've Done Today: Ate, Drank, Kissed, Talked, Laughed...thats basically my life story.

5 Things You Can't Live Without:Matt, Jaime, Rudy, Mom, money, ....GERARDO?!?!!? heh.

5 Places You've Been: Las Vegas, New York, Oregon, Canada, Washington (State)

4 favorite things In Order:
1. Friends (that includes matt)
2. Family
3. Food
4. I love Yoohoo.

3 People You Can Tell *Almost* Anything To
1. RUDY
2. Jaime
3. Emily
3.5.Matt

2 Choices...
1. Black or White: BLACK...like my soul
2. Hot or Cold: COLD...like me.

1 Thing You Want to Do Before you die: to get married...?

sorry I am soooo bored...I stole this from Myspace

http://www.piclibs.com/graffiti.php?id=6113

but i stole this ^^ from jaime
so do it.

foolish_notion @ 2005-09-15T17:48:00

2005-09-16T00:53:09Z

Well...Im leavin for Vegas in like...And hour. Thats cool.

I havent updated this ol thang in at least the five millenium. I just found out today that I WILL be getting out of Art History, though I dont know where I'll be going. I dont even know what my options are. Im just soooo glad that I was able to get out of it. Mr Bowles helped me. Turns out he had to clear it with Regas AND Adolf Crowder....but to me...shes not so Adolf anymore.

Anyway...I'll be home Midday Monday....I'll have mah cell phone if ya need me. I love yall.

I love You.

Love always,
Whitney Morgan Hays

p.s. if i dont make it back...uh...well I loved you all up until the very end.

love ya matt.

another boring evening

2005-08-25T04:48:05Z

About You...

Time Started: 9:22
Name: Whitney Morgan Hays
Nickname: Weezer, Whit, Witters, Whitty, Dandelion...aww.
Sex: Female
Birthday: August 26, 1988
Sign: Virgo
Siblings: one sister, one brother
Eye Color: hazelish,usually brown
Shoe Size: 8-8.5
Height: 5'5"
What Are You Wearing Right Now: plaid pj shorts and white t.
Where Do You Live: AG, San Diego
Righty Or Lefty: Lefty
Who Are Your Closest Friends: MATT GERARDI,JAIME JUNE, RUDY.
Fingers: all 10...?
Breakfast: Two eggs over-medium, white toast(sometimes sourdough), and hashbrowns with ketchup and tabasco.<---only all that when I go out to eat.
Perfume: Lucky
Favorite Cartoon Character: ...Timmy turner, Rocko, Stewie...gonna...put that in your novel? The one you've been working on...for three years? Gonna make the main character a little more...3 dimensional..hmm? HAHAHA.

Have You Ever...?

Loved Someone So Much It Made You Cry: Yes.
Played Truth Or Dare: Yeah
Been In A Physical Fight: Yeah, but it didnt escalate to much.
Been In A Police Car: No
Been In A Sauna: yeah
Been In A Hot Tub: Loves it.
Swam In The Ocean: Yeah
Fallen Asleep In School: only once
Ran Away: I didnt get far.
Broken Someone's Heart: ..A few back in my day.
Cried When Someone Died: yes
Flashed Someone: you betcha
Cried In School: ohyea
Fell Off Your Chair: yeah.
Sat By The Phone All Night Waiting For A Call: naw
Saved MSN / AOL / AIM Conversations: the real ground-breaking ones.like matt g confessing his love for me.
Saved E-Mails: the good ones
Fallen For Your Best Friend: I used to think he was cute. thats all.
Been Cheated On: I best not have.
Given Anyone A Bath: No.
Have You Ever Smoked: No.
Bungee Jumped: I want to
Parasailed: I want to do that too
Made Yourself Throw-Up: yeah but in a bulemic way.
Gone Skinny Dipping: no
Been In The Opposite Sex's Bathroom: yea
Eaten A Dog Biscuit: yeah.
Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole: no.

What Do You Think Of When You Hear...?

Red: chocolate

Blue: kitchen

Autumn: a lady

Cow: bulls eye candy

Greenland: ice

Cat: grey

Nickel: dime

Elbow: my scar

What is...?

Your Good Luck Charm: My bf, my ipod, and this one pair of socks.
What's Your Room Like: white and messy
Last Thing You Said: are you a virgin still?
What Kind Of Shampoo Do You Use: Dove. wooo!
Something That Has Happened To You This Year: I got the best bf I've ever had.
Worst Thing That Has Happened To You This Year: grades?
Had Chicken Pox: no
Had A Sore Throat: yea
Believe In Love At First Sight: I really do. like at first, you wont realize that the feelings you feel for a certain person are love. It could take a whole year before you realize that your 'crush' was love, not just a crush. First you have to FINALLY get the chance to be with them.
Like Picnics: ehh yeah
Like School: a lot of the time
Loved Anyone: Yes.

Would you...?

Eat A Live Hamster: NO!
Go To A Hanson Concert: Frick yes.
Kill Someone You Didn't Know For 15 Billion Dollars: YES

Who Was The Last Person...?

you Touched: my mom
You Massaged: matt
You Kissed: matt
You Yelled At: lauren
Who Broke Your Heart:...I thought john did...that was stupid.
Who Told You They Loved You: matt
Is Your Loudest Friend: rudy
Do You Like Filling These Out: yeah. they pass the time
Do You Wear Contacts Or Glasses: glasses
Do You Like Yourself: basically
Do You Get Along With Your Family: more often then not
Do You Do Drugs: no
Have Piercing Below The Waist: no
Obsessive: yeah.
Anorexic: HAHAHA!
Depressed: sometimes
Suicidal: naw

Final Questions...

How Many People Are You Sending This To: nada
What Are You Listening To Right Now: Tip the scales...again
Can You Do A Front Or Back Flip:a half front flip into a pool
What Did You Do Yesterday: shopped
What Is Your Favorite Band: ....err.
Hated Someone In Your Family: oh yeah
Got Any Awards: yea
Have You Ever Gone Streaking: derr. this is sd. duh
Want To Get Married: yeah
What Is Your Favorite Video Game: Spyro
If You Could Change Anything About Yourself, What Would You Change: smaller tummy
Good Actor: Stewie
Good Singer: Me
Have A Lava Lamp: not anymore
How Many Remote Controls Are In Your House: two
Are You Double Jointed: my thumbs
What Do You Dream About: good things
Last Time You Showered: today
The Last Movie You Saw At The Theatres: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory? bc i couldnt go to the great raid

A Few More Questions...

Root Beer Or Dr. Pepper: root beer
Mud Or Jell-O Wrestling:oo jello
Silver Or Gold: silver
Diamond Or Pearl: diamond
Sunset Or Sunrise: sunset
Phone Or In Person: in person
Oldest, Middle, Youngest Or Only Child: oldest
End Time: 9:47

I stole this Barely...

2005-08-24T05:07:52Z

I stole this...but once again, not the answers.

LET'S BE HONEST NOW!!

In the last week have you...

1. Had sex: no
2. Bought something: yes
3. Gotten sick: a little cold
4. Sang: of course!
5. Been kissed: derr..
6. Ate something: yeah
7. Felt stupid: like everyday
8. Talked to an ex: yea..ew.
9. Missed someone: yeah..gr.

Last person who....

1. Slept in your bed:my mom and my sister
2. Saw you cry: Matt and then Rosie in the Kitchen.
3. Made you cry: myself
4. Went to the movies with:Matt
5. You went to the mall with: Matt
6. One thing you could take back: taking too long to get to him.

Have You Ever...

1. Said "I Love You" and meant it: yes
2. Got in a fight with your pet: haha yeah.
3. Been to California: ...yeah.
4. Been to Mexico: yep
5. Been to China: I wish
6. Been to Canada: yes
7. Been to Europe: no
8. Wished you were the opposite sex: sometimes...only on bad period days.

1. Do you have a crush on someone: yeah
2. What book are you reading now: I just finished one
3. Worst feeling in the world: making people I love upset....seriously.
4. Future KIDS names:Matthew David Gerardi Jr...heh. and...girls are icky.
5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no
6. Favorite sports to watch: baseball
7. Location: the beach?
8. Piercing/Tattoos: just four.
9. Hot weather or cold? coooold
11. What are you most scared of right now: losing someone I love
12. Where do you want to get married: this place where you can see the ocean, but you're not in the sand...or maybe somewhere tropical.
13. What do you really hate: crunchy peanut butter, and orange juice with pulp.
14. Do you have a job: yeah
15. Do you like being around people: mmm yeah.
16. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: psh. who hasnt?
17. Have you ever cried: tons and tons
18. Are you lonely right now: nope.
19. Song that's stuck in your head a lot: paper wings, I swear.
20. Been in love: yes.
21. Played strip poker: ...er?
22. got lost: yeah. but not ME, emily.
23. Done an all-nighter: yeah
24. cheated on a bf/gf : No. And I never will/would.
26. lost a best friend&missed them: yeah
27. had someone die that you loved: yes

What is/was?

28. your longest kiss: I dont keep track.
29. longest phone call: like 3 hours? yeha.
30. longest relationship:hahah 4 months, but I think I'll break that one soon.
31. your longest fight with a friend: like a week or 2
32. your longest fight with a bf/gf: 23 minutes.
33. your favorite color: black, LIME green, red, purple.

I was bored.

foolish_notion @ 2005-08-21T22:48:00

2005-08-22T05:49:11Z

I worry too much.

-End- <---they did that in Pro-Me-Thee-Us and Bob.

I am bored.

2005-08-21T05:58:06Z

What have you done this summer?

KISSED ANYONE: flip yes

SNUCK OUT: nope

TOLD SOMEONE I HATE YOU: yeah

BEEN TOLD I LOVE YOU: Yessir.

BEEN CALLED A WHORE: mmk yea

CALLED SOMEONE ELSE ONE: yeah

BEEN IN THE OPPESITE SEX'S BEDROOM: yes

WORN THEIR CLOTHES: hah awww yeah

BEEN IN LOVE: yes.

HAD A BF/GF: yes

BEEN TO THE BEACH: not enough

BEEN IN A POOL: yeah

MADE OUT IN A JACUZZI: we never got the privacy.

WENT SKINNY DIPPING:no

WENT SHOPPING: been to the mall so much, but I dont usually buy things. I got a new wallet though.

BEEN IN "DIFFERENT" POSITIONS: HAHAH! you dont even know how relevant that is to me.yes.

WENT STREAKING: no

DRANK ALCOHOL: this summer? no.

BEEN "TOUCHED": oh baby yes.

MET SOMEONE NEW: yeah

DISCOVERED NEW MUSIC: aww ya

CHECK YOUR MYSPACE CONSTANTLY: not like everyday of my life.

BOUGHT SOMETHING: yes

BROKEN SOMETHING: probably

GOT IN A FIGHT: noo. not a physical one

CRIED: ew. yeah. like 5 times just this day.

GAVE ADVICE: yyesh

RECIEVED ADVICE: nope

DUMPED SOMEONE:no, I dont plan to.

WORN COLOGNE: nope

WATCHED A MOVIE: yes

PLAYED A GAME: yes

DONE A SPORT: yeah

DONE SOMEONE: I really dont know how to answer this.

HUGGED ANYONE: yes

TAKEN A SHOWER: yeah. not many.

TAKEN A BATH: I took one at the hotel. it felt gooood.

TOOK PICTURES: yeah

DANCED: yep

SANG: all the time

READ: YES. Im reading a good book

WATCHED TV: a little

PULLED A MUSCLE: nope.

CUSSED: yeh.

TRIED SOEMTHIGN NEW: hm..yea

LOST SOMEONE: thank goodness no

LOST SOMETHING: naw

PASSED OUT: nope

DRIVEN A CAR: no

DONE SOMETHING ILLEGAL: no

GAINED WEIGHT: ew.

CHEWED GUM: yeah

SLEPT ALL DAY: i couldnt even if i wanted to

GOT A TATTOO: naw

GOT PIERCINGS:no

ATE OUT: psh. I do that all the time.

SHOPLIFTED: no

WISHED IT WOULD ALL END:only if I was a dumbass.

WHAT WAS THE BEST MEMORY OF THIS SUMMER:Knott's berry farm, I liked July 1st a lot a lot alot!!!! I liked June16th, today, and I just have really really REALLY enjoyed my summer thus far. It wont even be ruined at all.

sorry yall, I was just really bored.

Yay!

2005-08-21T05:23:01Z

I had the time of my life today.

Maybe not the time of my life, but I had SO SO SO much fun. ok?

I went paintballing with matt and his fam and I got his aunt twice. Oh yeah, oh flippin yeah. I mos def think that I shouldve switched it up and gone against Matt, but I will say he's intimidating. And he's always better than me at a lot of things so I didnt wanna risk it. I thought that getting hit would hurt more, but it almost feels good in a sting-y, painfull, rough, do it kinda way....If you like being in pain for a second, then you'd like it. I know I did. I mean I wasnt giving myself up for sacrafice but getting hit wasnt that bad.

Then tonight we went to PandO for dinner....again. I was talking to Matt Sloan about paintballing and he's going tomorrow. But he's not half as excited as I am/was/would be. My manager Ahmad also does paintballing or paintballs. I think that a group from work should go. Well and Matt Gerardi. He's good to have on my team.

So basically Knott's Berry Farm and Soak City were a lot of fun. I got a nice bronzy,golden tan from soak city. And at knott's I actually went on Supreme Scream and some others that I normally wouldnt have gone on.
I had fun this week. I think that the hotel was just as fun too. And Cranium. It helps to be on a team with someone who you are Uber in-tune with...if I do say so myself. I love hotel rooms. as soon as I get in them, I looooove to run, run, run that AC. Oh yeah.

HAHAAHA....so in the Life Aquatic there are Asian sea pirates. Gotta love it.

My eyes hurt and my dad made me sad/mad. gr.

I leave for God Camp on Thursday and then my birthday is on Friday....thats not even cool. I dont know what time I leave yet and I dont know if JAIME IS COMING YET....!!@!$$#^#$. I think I leave sometime in like the morning or something.. derr. I get back on the 28th. Only 4 days. So I guess its more like a retreat then it is a camp. Its not even a week. The other ones I went to they were like 6 nights. Im a pretty hardcore church camp go-er, though I thought I retired a few summers ago....whatev.

If I dont see or talk to any of you before then...well...goodbye!!!

much love,
whitney.

GRR

2005-08-19T06:40:06Z

I dont know why I am such a jealous person.

Its bad.
But I know by the time I fall asleep, It'll all be over and I'll feel like a fool for being stupid.

Like I just want to punch myself in the ovaries when I do this. Like my mind is just trying to calm my body down. Like its stupid. Im just retarded. Like my mind gets over everything so fast but then my stomach still knots and gets all nervousy.

and grrr-like.

but I got new stationary. and a good book to finish, so I'll be fine. And I have a Crunk Cup and a scrumtulescent boyfriend so I will be fiiine.

I love the nanny, btw.

Love-
-Whit/weezer/wizzy/daisy/fiona/whitney/ all the rest too

Bye.

foolish_notion @ 2005-08-11T14:37:00

2005-08-11T21:37:52Z

so....basically my summer has been PiyamP.

lets see here, next week Im going on a two day trip with matt. Its going to be sooooo much fun. Im so excited about it. next weekend everybody gets back to sd (sarah and emily). Im excited for that too.

AND Im gonna go paintballing with matt too. And Im gonna win. You'll see, I'll come home with less bruises. I love matt. I do.

OH YEAH. and Im getting shipped off to church camp. sarah cant go now, emily cant, rudy cant, so jaime is basically my last hope for survival. It would be so cool if she can go bc we'd have a nice little bonding week away from civilization. It would be our last summer together. Well I mean before we like ggrow up next summer. our last little adventure....at least until school starts. then we'll have tad&daisy adventures every day.

I hope hope hope JAIME CAN COME!!!!

And my birthday is in...15 days. WOOTY.

Love-whit hizzle

So this one night I was way bored.

2005-07-30T06:11:21Z

I stole it from Sarah. Not the answers though, those are mine.

Heh.

I AM: unique.
I WANT: to make a name for myself.
I HAVE: a wonderful imagination.
I WISH: life was a bit simpler.
I HATE: spiders.
I FEAR: a loved one turning their back on me.
I HEAR: music. and I love it.
I SEARCH: the stars.
I WONDER: if I've found true love. ;)
I REGRET: 7 things.
I LOVE: to entertain.
I ACHE: on my feet. haha owie.
I ALWAYS: laugh.
I AM NOT: 100% ghetto..shocker?
I DANCE: at work.
I SING: like no ones listening.
I WRITE: my name with a different last name.
I WIN: peoples hearts..heh. thats a ghetto one righ thurr.
I LOSE: peoples trust.
I CONFUSE: b's and d's.
I NEED: ice cream.
I SHOULD: get up and get some.
YOU KEEP A DIARY: Yessir.
YOU LIKE TO COOK: Anything with cheese.
YOU HAVE A SECERET: haha so does Victoria...get it?
YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: because I found it.
CLOSEST FRIEND: Jaime/Rudy
THE PERSON THAT KNOWS THE MOST ABOUT YOU: Rudy/Jaime
THE LAST IMAGE/THOUGHT YOU GO TO SLEEP WITH: I wonder how everyone is. And of course I hope they're safe.
WANT TO GET MARRIED: Yes
GET MOTION SICKNESS: No
THINK YOURE A HEALTH NUT: Heck No!
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: Lately...yeah.
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: I do. Just the loud thunder startles me. But I enjoy it.

favorite..
NUMBER(s): 1 & 20
COLOR: Red & black
DAY: Wednesday & Friday
MONTH: January.
SONG: ...Fall to Pieces.? thats too hard. I have more then 1.
FOOD: Ice cream? or a Greek Salad.
SEASON: Winter.
SPORT: Lacrosse & Baseball
DRINK: CocaCola Slurpeeee
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT:Embrace
CHOCOLATE MILK OR HOT CHOCOLATE: Chocolate Milk
MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE:...ohhhh DARK
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Chocolate

IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED?: DUH.
HELPED SOMEONE?:Yep
BOUGHT SOMETHING?:Yes
GOTTEN SICK?: No
GONE TO THE MOVIES?: Nope
GONE OUT FOR DINNER?: No
SAID "I LOVE YOU"?: Yes.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: Yes. I started Sarahs and Emily's...I need to finish.
TALKED TO AN EX?: Yes
MISSED AN EX?: yeah. He's a pretty good friend.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL?: yes
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? Yes
MISSED SOMEONE?: You know it.
HUGGED SOMEONE?: yes
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Whoa. No not in this past 24 hours. Thats pretty cool.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND?: No

Name 7 things you hate:
DISLIKE!!!

1. Spiders
2. Being ignored
3. My selfishness
4. Bananas
5. Losing a loved one
6. Losing a fight/argument
7. Not getting my way

Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug?: ...Probably
2. Bungee jump?: Yes
3. Hang glide?: Yes
4. Kill someone? : I could.
5. Rob someone?: If I was major desparate.
6. Have sex with someone of the same sex?: Yea--NO. HEck no.
7. Parachute from a plane? :Yes
8. Walk on hot coals? : Yeah. You can block out the pain if you use your mind.
9. Go out with someone for their looks?: eh..yeah I have and No I wouldnt do it again.
10. For their reputation?: No
11. Be a vegetarian? : NO
12. Wear plaid with stripes? What the heck why not?
13. IM a stranger? : HAHA yeah.
14. Sing Karaoke? : YESSSS
15. Get drunk off your ass?: If I was with people I could trust.
16. Shoplift? : HAHAnope.
17. Run a red light? : When I finally drive, sure.
18. Star in a porn video? : already have. HAHA...depends on the situation.
19. Dye your hair blue? : nope/
20. Be on Survivor? : I dont like sand...but I would.
21. Wear makeup in public: yes..
22. Not wear makeup in public? : yes
23. Cheat on a test? : ehh
24. Make someone cry? : yeah
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you?: Yeah
26. Stay up all night? : yeaaa

So sorry to take up ALL your time. I was just way bored. hope you liked it. I like how my answers are like either serious or like emo or funny depending on what music I was listening to at the time.

-whitney

foolish_notion @ 2005-07-28T13:11:00

2005-07-28T20:25:21Z

Ok so the last two entries were very drama queen-esk.

Im ashamed of them, I dont know why I was going crazy. But, it sounds like im not alone. Jaime and Sarah both sound like they're going nutso too soo...Maybe its just something in the water..?

I Havent had a bad summer AT ALL. I just had a bad night and so I just threw it all together.

Work is going good. I got a raise like 2 weeks ago. YeaH! I get paid tomorrow. I went shopping yesterday but the only thing I bought was Panda Express which I hardly ate. I still havent seen Wedding Crashers. I saw Charlie and the Chocolate Family (<---hahah wow. I left that mistake so you all could see how...funny it was) Factory* heh. And I LOVED it. I laughed sooo hard on this one part. omg you dont even know. I dont think other people in the theatre started laughing until I did. It was the time the Oompa Loompas dance and they're in yellow and its after that whole squirrel Fiasko.

I laughed so hard that I spit out my drink on Matt(who took it very well and was still so much fun) and I laughed even so much harder that I proceeded to cry. It was one of the best times I've ever had. It was so fun.

Lets see...what else what else...Oh. Ryan is leaving Pando...which really just like ew.

Gerardo is still there though Jaime, dont worry. And Sarah...Steven is still as gay as ever.

Lauren and I really need to buy ourselves some games for Xbox..bc let me tell you..DDR is really not fun to play in this weather. I think Im gonna get Soul Caliber So I can beat Matt. heh heh...sucka. He wont even know whats coming. I'll be like "oh lets play soul caliber again..you know Im not even good." But little does he know I will have already been playing the game non stop then I'll just kick his azz. HAHAHA.

Rudy....are you and click-click still well click-clicking? HAHA.

I love you all so so much. Well most of you...haha. jk...not.

Love always
Whitney

Fall to pieces

2005-07-27T07:08:55Z

Im breaking down and I feel like everything I thought I knew is just crumbling.

I feel like everything is out of my control, Im standing here watching things fall apart but I cant, cannot rebuild anything, not even to save my life. I cant do anything to help anyone or myself. I havent felt this worthless in a long time.

I guess its just one of those breakdowns and semi-depressions we all get...or at least I do. I'll just pull myself up again and keep going like nothings wrong. No ones ever "saved" me from one of these, then again...no one's ever tried. Bottom of the story or Moral of the line or whatev is, Dont worry, I'll be alright. (click-click).

"I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe"

love,
..whitney

P.D. Jaime...I actually cried tonight because I miss you...heh. Lame-o? I know. I just miss all of my friends. and Whats a Daisy without her Tad?

foolish_notion @ 2005-07-25T12:08:00

2005-07-25T19:10:25Z

Maybe I am trying harder then I should?

Maybe other people dont put enough into this?

I just want to see this work, but not at my expense.

I suppose I'll just not try so hard anymore.

-Whitney-

oh yeah, thanks for calling...

The big 3-0

2005-07-02T07:13:50Z

haha the big 3-0 as in 30 days. HAHA.

Matt got a job and Im glad. Im happy for him. A part of me was a little ....selfish but Im okay now.

Today(or yesterday. July 1st) was possibly the best day of my life so far. Sitting under a tree in the breeze with Matt was really...real. And I loved it. Im not even gonna go into it..cuz well..heh. its just mushy stuff that no one really wants to read. HAHA.

Well...goodnight everyone.
I dont have a day off until THURSDAY...OY.

.<3 always.
Whitney

Change.

2005-06-25T14:54:14Z

I dont like change...

even, as I found out, even something as little as a bed.

Summer Thus Far...

2005-06-24T21:22:25Z

...has been good.

Lets recap.
Monday:..Got my blood drawn. That was special. I didnt even cry. I almost did once it was over, I guess that I just do NOT like the fact that a needle was ever in me. My mom says that she thinks I have more control issues then she A.)thought I did and 2.)had when she was younger.

Tuesday:Me, my mom, my cousin, lauren and lacey. Well, we all went to the beach. I basically got THE WORST sunburn i have ever gotten. BUt its okay, cuz now my tummy will finally be less white.
me, lauren, lacey, Jordynn my cousin and my mom went to Jamba Juice and Starbucks. My sister drinks too much Starbucks. Even though what she gets doesnt have coffee, those things are FILLED with unhealthy, weight gaining substances. I got Jamba Juice, which some would argue, isnt much better..whateva. So then we stopped by Matt's because I needed to pick up some stuff I had left there. I let Nico stay with him, he's good to Nico.It was SO good to see him. I was sooo thankfull. little did i know that Tuesday was the last day I would see him...stupid groundation. its all okay though. Not seeing him, will make the next tim ei do see him, even sweeter. I cannot wait to finally see him again.
Then Jaime came over and spent the night..FUN.
We basically went over to Ali's to swim. yeah it was the usual group EXCEPT no zack d long...boohoo. Brian Wight, Kenny Haase, GREG OHHHyeah, nick and the al-ster.

Wednesday:Me and jaime stayed at home in our pajamas till like 3 oclock. then we went and got lauren, sang to Kelly Clarkson and then came home. OH!!!!!! YEAHH!!!! then we went to fuddrucker's for laurens volleyball thing. As jaime and I went to leave and go to G-mont center...well guess who actually talked to us. Yeah brett cook. thats who. "Hiiii whitney and JAIme." "hi brett" "you guys are leaving already?" "yeah." "okay. bye"*throws up peace sign* "bye brett". well after that jaime showed her...gratefullnes by running in the parking lot like a fool. but it was all okay, because we found the clock in Macy's. heh. yowza. Then we took jaime home. Gr.

Thursday:I went over to Kshea's at about...1030.And then we decided to go eat at Pat and Oscar's. Well....this was quite a trip to remember. Gerardo begged for pizza, Jessica demanded pizza, Brandon refilled my soda and got my $2 bill. And Geoff (J-E-F-F) found Kristina attractive, im sure of it.and seth was just being himself...oh baby. what with his eyeliner and all. Loren and Nick did the Whitney Hays Everybody!Clap thing they do...yeah and i was looked at by the other customers like i was special...heh. There was an odd old man who sat near us towards the end of our P&O experience...well after he ate like 3 breadsticks he started talking to himself in this low grumbly growling voice..."they gave me old breadsticks..." and from that point on, he laughed to himself. Well, kristina and i got up to go give brandon the tip and the old guys all "have you ever met the boogeyman?" or something along those lines. and Kshea, being the smartass, wonderfully brilliant person she is retorts with "I think we just did buddy." Oy...FUNNNY. Then we went to mission valley, i got matt something, kristina got sweatshirts.
Then we drove and danced and yelled haha. it was a lot of fun. Then we went thrift store shopping. we did dayum well too. Suckas.
Then....at 7:00pm....we went and hunged out hanged hung out with hahaha alexis and greg..yeah? yeah. We went to seaport village, and well i was a bit depressed and dissappointed in myself for shutting up and not really letting myself "out". Heh...i dunno. I just wasnt myself.

After seaport village, we went back to kristina's crib and had ice cream, water, cheese dipped in hot sauce and crackers for dinner. mmm..well greg and alexis never came back to kristinas.which didnt really surprise kshea. heh. so we stayed up and talked to Matt I. he mentioned a group DATE. and we were like whoa! So basically...they're married? Im not sure.

Oh yeah...and I got the BEST text messages from Matt ever. I love him, you guys dont even know. Somehow he had his phone for like 15 minutes. Well, those really were the best 4 text messages Ive ever laid eyes on. I was so so so happy to hear from him. I just...wow you dont even know.

Friday (aka Today):This morning after we woke up, kshea me her sis and her nana went to a bookstore...well then I guess Satan got unleashed as Kristina put it. So now I am home, and I dont work till 5. I think this has been a great first week of summer. Except for not seeing matt as much as i could...its been pretty alright. As soon as he's ungrounded, it will become Summer '05.

I just got a call from Ali! Him and NIC said they were driving by my house and asked if i wasnted to do anything...well I declined like a numbnut. I think im just happy to be home. I guess my moms right, I am kind of a "homebody".

Well, I hope all of your summers have been good so far. ok? Whoakay...so stay safe.

Love...
-Whitney, Daisy, Serj, Fiona, Weezer, Wizzy, Whit and all the rest.

foolish_notion @ 2005-06-22T20:48:00

2005-06-23T03:50:11Z

I miss matt like crazy...it really is sickening.

love always,
whitney mo-mo hays

Iron Maiden.

2005-06-23T03:48:04Z

Today was really great.
I got out of bed and turned on Lazytown.

I feel happy. Im was eating a turkey thing.

I'm so excited.

Last night I had to watch Brian Wight...yet not do anything to him. Cuz we're all attracted to him sexually anyway.

I want to tell the world that kenny haase doesnt wanna be kicked in the balls because "he needs those!"

I am thinking about kenny and needing his balls and all.

I want to say thanks to greg ohhhhyea. for not hating me. in fact...he loves me.

I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said D.C. Krissmuss' pants ripped. And bipolar disorder.

Well...I had something cool written, but then Jaime had already signed into her lj account so it all got deleted.

That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with Kenny Haase.

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parents

2005-06-19T04:28:25Z

So....the only new thing is that i fucking hate my goddamn parents.

soooo....fuck them.

Why

2005-06-12T10:21:00Z

why the fuck do we do this?

Always one.

2005-06-08T04:52:58Z

Well, theres always one person who has to ruin my....happiness?

Yeah. Always at least one. I think I never want to read another lj as long as I live. They just are too...ehhh non-descriptive. Too much drama, and it aint even for mah mama.

It WAS a great day.

Bye bye beautiful..

2005-06-05T18:49:43Z

dont bother to write

Sooooo since i havent updated in like 885 days, I decided to go ahead and do that before I start cramming this week, and next week.

Theres only a few new things, but since everyone knows and i dont want to say, it I wont. Got ice cream, thats exciting isnt it?

Well...oh man. I am just really a happy person right now. I just cant hide it. Im sure this journal entry doesnt seem very happy or up, but I am.

How I feel right now...is like weird. Inside im bursting with happiness and energy..but on the outside im like blah..i DONT wanna go to work, I DONT wanna go to school every again and i DO wanna go see Lords of Dogtown with Jaime.

well...thats enough for now..till next week.

love always,
whitney.

foolish_notion @ 2005-05-30T02:01:00

2005-05-30T09:02:33Z

FUCK YOU.i loooove the beach.

foolish_notion @ 2005-05-28T02:23:00

2005-05-28T09:27:15Z

do you know what it feels like being alone?

FUCK.

Crybaby.